If Aiba-chan was given a month of vacation, he said he would rather spend it (A) hitchhiking overseas as a poor person, alone, instead of (B) spending it with Arashi in a one-room suite where they’re not allowed to go out.
And it’s a good choice, really. He said that in the suite for 1 month without ever leaving, you’re always watching them. Always. And for the last 13 years, they haven’t had a fight, but if they were together non-stop for a whole month, they’d probably definitely have a fight. For taking a bath, you have to wait, and you’re like, “I still can’t enter?!” All of the small things will build up.
They made it really difficult for him because they knew it’d take a rough choice for him to go against the Arashi-love image and the Arashi-love lovers that want him to choose Arashi love.
But he felt so guilty and said, “No, no, I love my members. I REALLY love them. I love them, I love them but…” 4x. Like, he was frantic in his guilt. ( ^_^;)ﾉ(´･ω･`)